Bags are Packed :'(

          This is it baby! This is what are you waiting for. I know going abroad is not that easy and having a long distance relationship with you is somehow quite imaginable.
          You've always told me not to worry about the things playing on my mind most especially when I ain't with you because you love me unconditionally. Maybe this is already enough to put trust on you since you always show your love when we are together.
          I know there are some instances that I got mad at you but I am telling you for real it's just normal because I can't help but doubt for your love because I've done through many relationships which I can say didn't really work. I just can't imagine a man like you will like a man like me. I must be proud then!
          Days without you are like colorless water running on the stream---boring. Remember the days when we go picnic? I always hug you in the pool and you always hug me in return---I couldn't ask for more. And now I am missing those days with you. :'( :'( :'(
          I love you baby and I will not stop loving you until you tell me to do so. I know God is always there to guide you and give you strength. If you only know how much I am praying for your health this time.
          I know something bothers you on this picture. I can read it in your eyes that you are not yet ready to go out of the country afar from your loved ones. But this is for you baby and for us. Hopefully you can withstand the challenges abroad most especially on the ship on its flips and turns.
          You take good care of yourself. I am always here for you baby.
          I love you!
-JilBoom21

Crystal-Clear Salpad Water

     Life is a matter
of choice. We have
to enjoy the option
that we chose. In a
world where love
has it's own
definition we encounter
various people to make us feel what love really is. Finding love is really difficult. At the beginning we felt unloved, being hated by people, alone, but in the end we feel so blessed because God gave us the right one for us to accompany us in enjoying life. I have been soaked to many relationships; sank and drowned; got hurt and got learned. I have changed the meaning of love until I found Jilbert accidentally. 
                                                                                                                -Jilboom21

The Mango Fruit

          Considering a mango fruit which falls down on a riverbed; it may not be compatible with the river around it but that doesn't mean it looses its hope. Perhaps, this time it falls down to a wrong place but with its patience, it could wait its turn until it could be at a place where it could live its life, believing the fact that the river flows. That is how life circulates. It is a little ingredient of truth that we may fall in-love with the wrong person but through patience, we could wait a long turn until we could finally say we've found the right one for us. It doesn't matter how long the trek takes, patience does.

          It could be equally good and equally clever to suggest that we must be patient and positive no matter what struggles are we in.

          Considering a mango fruit, fell down across the riverbed, waited its journey through flips and turns until it has been finally brought to a right place where it could germinate and live!

          Indeed, I am the mango fruit. At first I was stumbled and twisted yet found my destiny amidst anxiety. I think I have found the missing part of me. To Jilbert, my boyfriend, I may not be as perfect mate for you but my love is unquestionable and the only perfect thing beyond what you ask for. I love you baby and you know I always will.
-Jilboom21